"So what do you exactly want Lulu?" said the magically handsome guy who was holding my hand. "I don't know, Waleed. Really, I just don't know! I mean, I love you! I really do, but I can't seem to get this whole thing! I don't know what's with my brain! I'm sorry.. I wasn't planning for things to happen this way. I hope you'd find a person who'd appreciate you more in the future, I hope you believe I seriously do! And, um... Yeah, that's it I guess" I answered then looked at the mysterious guy in the eye. "Well Lulu, if you want us apart, you'll get what you want, but just remember and always know, nobody will ever love you as much as I do!" He said then pulled me in for a hug, I rest my head on what seemed to be the usual spot where I do... It was like I always rest my head on his masculine chest... It felt warm, just the perfect amount of warmth that gives you the feeling of security you need...
"Lulu.. Lulu.. Luluu wake up, we're going to grandma's" whispered Yazeed while slowly shaking my shoulder. "Hmmm, what'ya want? Why are we going?" I asked him while trying to open up my eyes.. "Cause iftar is over there, and you asked me to wake you up 3 hours before so you'd get ready, come on!" answered Yazeed as he got up and shut my room's door behind him. I grabbed my phone and checked for updates and notifications, nothing interesting enough.. I got up, showered and stuff then straightened my hair, thought about the mysterious guy in the dream... I had to know who he is, and what's he talking about... Afterwards, I decided to wear a a navy blue dress that went to almost half of my leg and was half-arm sleeved too if it's right to say, and paired it with metallic silver neckelaces and flat shoes.. I applied a very thick coat of mascara and a thin winged liner, nude beige lipstick. I went downstairs and sat on the couch in the living room waiting for Yazeed and my mom. They were finally done half an hour later, so we went to Yazeed's car, and we got to grandma's like fifteen minutes later.. It felt awkward, having to see them without dad, and of course seeing them after two years and stuff... We went in, and everyone was there, so we started saying hello to everyone and stuff, and of course everyone was like "Oh wow, look at you all grown!" and I only replied with a smile. I sat at a couch a bit away cause I wasn't really up for talking to anyone, I was looking at the ground most of the time and just thinking... Every bit of my life have crossed my mind that hour... I was so soaked into thinking, I couldn't hear anyone anymore... What have I done in my life to become this? I asked myself... What happened to the most lively and excited person I was three years ago? This isn't maturity... Maturity isn't dying.. What happened? I can't find a reason.. I'm sick of life, I'm sick of people, I'm sick of everything... When have I become this? I was just too soaked in, I didn't realise Salma or Najla were calling me. I just couldn't realise anything... "LAURA!!!" Salman finally shouted and poke my shoulder, which caused me to jump out of my place and go back. "What? What happened? What's wrong" I asked startled. "You have issues" laughed out Najla "You do! We've been calling you for over a minute, and you were just staring into the ground" added along Salman while laughing as well. "Oh haha, yeah sorry..." I said then forced a smile. "Come on, the food is ready and they want us all in" said Najla. "Okay, thank you!" I said and got up to walk with them into the dining room. We were done, and we headed back home at about 1am, I got into my room right away and took off the accessories, dress, shoes.. Then wiped off the makeup, got into a pair of purple boxers, and wore it with a black tank top, lift my hair into a messy bun, shut the lights off and drowned into an endless tornado of thoughts.. What would have happened if I haven't ran away that night? What would have happened if I stayed and it actually occurred? Would I be the same as I am now, or would I be more depressed? Would it be the same if I got to that place from the first place? Would I be like this if nothing ever happened? Why can't I know the answers for the stuff I wonder about? Life is too much... I thought as the tears floated on my pillow, it wasn't something unusal to me, I've grown pretty used to it, so.. I got a drink of water, set the alarm to before Al Fajr prayer with ten minutes, and slept...
"Waleed! What are you doing here?" "I couldn't wait longer Laura, I really love you! I wanna be married to you, and see little babies that look like you and call me dad! I'm really in love with you Laura! Please understand this!" said he while looking at me with his wide hazel brown eyes full of tears ready to fall. "Awe Waleed, you know I love you too! What's wrong Waleed? Why are your eyes so full of tears.. Waleed?" "I want us married, now!" he said then came closer to me, "So will you marry me?" "What? What do you mean?" I looked at his eyes, they spoke of love and gentleness.. There was a moment of silent mouths and speaking eyes.. "Yes Waleed! I would! Of course I would, go ask my father! It has to be a proper and traditional proposal!" the look on his face was something I'd never see! "YES! I love you more than anything and anyone! Lulu you'll never regret this! I'll make you happiest woman that ever lived on earth! Thank you so much"
"Beep, beep, beep" the alarm started. I shut it off, got a drink of water right away, then went to get ready for prayer... Who's Waleed? Was all I could think of..
Hello guys! I know, finally I'm done with the chapter lol, I'm really sorry for being this late! I wished I've written it earlier, but I sadly couldn't, so there you are, I hope you've enjoyed it :] xx
If you found any grammar/spelling mistakes, please tell me on:
Twitter: @SoCalledBlogger / Ask.fm: http://ask.fm/SoCalledBlogger / or comment. Thank you.
"Lulu.. Lulu.. Luluu wake up, we're going to grandma's" whispered Yazeed while slowly shaking my shoulder. "Hmmm, what'ya want? Why are we going?" I asked him while trying to open up my eyes.. "Cause iftar is over there, and you asked me to wake you up 3 hours before so you'd get ready, come on!" answered Yazeed as he got up and shut my room's door behind him. I grabbed my phone and checked for updates and notifications, nothing interesting enough.. I got up, showered and stuff then straightened my hair, thought about the mysterious guy in the dream... I had to know who he is, and what's he talking about... Afterwards, I decided to wear a a navy blue dress that went to almost half of my leg and was half-arm sleeved too if it's right to say, and paired it with metallic silver neckelaces and flat shoes.. I applied a very thick coat of mascara and a thin winged liner, nude beige lipstick. I went downstairs and sat on the couch in the living room waiting for Yazeed and my mom. They were finally done half an hour later, so we went to Yazeed's car, and we got to grandma's like fifteen minutes later.. It felt awkward, having to see them without dad, and of course seeing them after two years and stuff... We went in, and everyone was there, so we started saying hello to everyone and stuff, and of course everyone was like "Oh wow, look at you all grown!" and I only replied with a smile. I sat at a couch a bit away cause I wasn't really up for talking to anyone, I was looking at the ground most of the time and just thinking... Every bit of my life have crossed my mind that hour... I was so soaked into thinking, I couldn't hear anyone anymore... What have I done in my life to become this? I asked myself... What happened to the most lively and excited person I was three years ago? This isn't maturity... Maturity isn't dying.. What happened? I can't find a reason.. I'm sick of life, I'm sick of people, I'm sick of everything... When have I become this? I was just too soaked in, I didn't realise Salma or Najla were calling me. I just couldn't realise anything... "LAURA!!!" Salman finally shouted and poke my shoulder, which caused me to jump out of my place and go back. "What? What happened? What's wrong" I asked startled. "You have issues" laughed out Najla "You do! We've been calling you for over a minute, and you were just staring into the ground" added along Salman while laughing as well. "Oh haha, yeah sorry..." I said then forced a smile. "Come on, the food is ready and they want us all in" said Najla. "Okay, thank you!" I said and got up to walk with them into the dining room. We were done, and we headed back home at about 1am, I got into my room right away and took off the accessories, dress, shoes.. Then wiped off the makeup, got into a pair of purple boxers, and wore it with a black tank top, lift my hair into a messy bun, shut the lights off and drowned into an endless tornado of thoughts.. What would have happened if I haven't ran away that night? What would have happened if I stayed and it actually occurred? Would I be the same as I am now, or would I be more depressed? Would it be the same if I got to that place from the first place? Would I be like this if nothing ever happened? Why can't I know the answers for the stuff I wonder about? Life is too much... I thought as the tears floated on my pillow, it wasn't something unusal to me, I've grown pretty used to it, so.. I got a drink of water, set the alarm to before Al Fajr prayer with ten minutes, and slept...
"Waleed! What are you doing here?" "I couldn't wait longer Laura, I really love you! I wanna be married to you, and see little babies that look like you and call me dad! I'm really in love with you Laura! Please understand this!" said he while looking at me with his wide hazel brown eyes full of tears ready to fall. "Awe Waleed, you know I love you too! What's wrong Waleed? Why are your eyes so full of tears.. Waleed?" "I want us married, now!" he said then came closer to me, "So will you marry me?" "What? What do you mean?" I looked at his eyes, they spoke of love and gentleness.. There was a moment of silent mouths and speaking eyes.. "Yes Waleed! I would! Of course I would, go ask my father! It has to be a proper and traditional proposal!" the look on his face was something I'd never see! "YES! I love you more than anything and anyone! Lulu you'll never regret this! I'll make you happiest woman that ever lived on earth! Thank you so much"
"Beep, beep, beep" the alarm started. I shut it off, got a drink of water right away, then went to get ready for prayer... Who's Waleed? Was all I could think of..
Hello guys! I know, finally I'm done with the chapter lol, I'm really sorry for being this late! I wished I've written it earlier, but I sadly couldn't, so there you are, I hope you've enjoyed it :] xx
If you found any grammar/spelling mistakes, please tell me on:
Twitter: @SoCalledBlogger / Ask.fm: http://ask.fm/SoCalledBlogger / or comment. Thank you.
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