Hello... I hope all you are doing good!
Well, let's see, first of all, I want to apologise for not posting quick enough; I really do hate that fact, but I can't do anything to help that sadly.
So, I noticed I don't really communicate with you as other bloggers do, so I decided to make this post, to reach out for you! Whoever you are, I'm reaching out for YOU!
Honestly, for me, life's been a tornado of shit. Everything keeps getting worse and worse. Everyday I wake up to hate myself more and more. Have I gone through self-harm? I unproudly do admit I have... I have cut myself a few times. I tried to use things that would damage my brain tissues. I tried to use pills that I knew were harmful. Yes, I have done that. No, I'm not proud! But this is who I am.
I'm actually passing through a nervous break down. I keep crying over every memory, of every thing. My heart keeps shattering over every little thing. I have wished to die, so many times that I lost count. I felt depressed for over 5 years now. Do you know how is it like to laugh, but not actually feel happy? To smile, but still feel hurt? To give out love, but feel hated? To share happiness, but feel miserable? Do you know? Well, I hope not.
Depression, self-harm, and suicidal attempts are growing more and more at this period of life. People are hating on their lives more and more, for several reasons. Some has been bullied, some had mental problems, some had family problems, some lost very dear people, and the list of reasons will go on. Each has their own problems, and each has their own way of working things out... I have been too weak infront of my problems, which I cannot mention, and I acted stupid and let them get to me. I let the pain spread into me and take over my soul. I didn't ask anyone for help, I just cried myself to sleep daily for too long, I self-harmed, not because it'd make me feel better, but because I hated myself too much that I would do anything to hurt myself.
Okay, enough talking about me! This post is for you! Are you facing any problems? Whatever type it is, are you facing any? Are you suffering? Do you feel hated? Manipulated? Lied to? Back-stabbed? Mis-understood? Judged? I don't think you're any of that. So many people love you! Think first of your family and best friends. What would happen to them if something bad happened to you? They will break apart.
Who am I to say anything like that? Who am I to know if anyone would even notice? I am a person who shares your pain! I have gone through so much, and it will kill me to know that you harmed yourself cause you thought no one cares, even though I care!
Need to talk? I'll listen.
Need advice? I'll help.
I'm here for YOU.
You can talk to me at anytime and all the time. I will never judge, I will never tell, I will never ignore, and I will never reject anyone.
Just talk to me, and I'll be here for you!
Remember to never stop smiling, and know that I love you and I care.
Twitter|Kik: SoCalledBlogger
Ask.fm: http://ask.fm/SoCalledBlogger :]
Well, let's see, first of all, I want to apologise for not posting quick enough; I really do hate that fact, but I can't do anything to help that sadly.
So, I noticed I don't really communicate with you as other bloggers do, so I decided to make this post, to reach out for you! Whoever you are, I'm reaching out for YOU!
Honestly, for me, life's been a tornado of shit. Everything keeps getting worse and worse. Everyday I wake up to hate myself more and more. Have I gone through self-harm? I unproudly do admit I have... I have cut myself a few times. I tried to use things that would damage my brain tissues. I tried to use pills that I knew were harmful. Yes, I have done that. No, I'm not proud! But this is who I am.
I'm actually passing through a nervous break down. I keep crying over every memory, of every thing. My heart keeps shattering over every little thing. I have wished to die, so many times that I lost count. I felt depressed for over 5 years now. Do you know how is it like to laugh, but not actually feel happy? To smile, but still feel hurt? To give out love, but feel hated? To share happiness, but feel miserable? Do you know? Well, I hope not.
Depression, self-harm, and suicidal attempts are growing more and more at this period of life. People are hating on their lives more and more, for several reasons. Some has been bullied, some had mental problems, some had family problems, some lost very dear people, and the list of reasons will go on. Each has their own problems, and each has their own way of working things out... I have been too weak infront of my problems, which I cannot mention, and I acted stupid and let them get to me. I let the pain spread into me and take over my soul. I didn't ask anyone for help, I just cried myself to sleep daily for too long, I self-harmed, not because it'd make me feel better, but because I hated myself too much that I would do anything to hurt myself.
Okay, enough talking about me! This post is for you! Are you facing any problems? Whatever type it is, are you facing any? Are you suffering? Do you feel hated? Manipulated? Lied to? Back-stabbed? Mis-understood? Judged? I don't think you're any of that. So many people love you! Think first of your family and best friends. What would happen to them if something bad happened to you? They will break apart.
Who am I to say anything like that? Who am I to know if anyone would even notice? I am a person who shares your pain! I have gone through so much, and it will kill me to know that you harmed yourself cause you thought no one cares, even though I care!
Need to talk? I'll listen.
Need advice? I'll help.
I'm here for YOU.
You can talk to me at anytime and all the time. I will never judge, I will never tell, I will never ignore, and I will never reject anyone.
Just talk to me, and I'll be here for you!
Remember to never stop smiling, and know that I love you and I care.
Twitter|Kik: SoCalledBlogger
Ask.fm: http://ask.fm/SoCalledBlogger :]
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